I shut my eyes to sleep with the thought of that song playing over and over again on my mind. A song that makes my rain fall every time YOU appear on my psyche. I saw myself in a mirror. I was in a corner of a dark cage weeping heavy tears. I can hear myself calling out your name again and again. I suspected I was trapped and captured by pseudonymous people. What on earth?? What was I thinking??
I had the idea that I was caught in the middle of a nightmare. Perhaps, a dream within a dream. I find it hard to wake myself up but I'm still trying. My crazy heart is slowly fainting, blacking out and failing. I don't wanna seek any help from others for I know in myself that I was strong enough to escape from this incubus.
Little did I know that someone was watching me from time to time. Then YOU suddenly showed off. It obliged that YOU are the one that was keeping an eye on me all along. I'm not really sure if it's really YOU for I felt frightened. How I wish I could vanish from this encounter -- this bad dream. This rendezvous is deterring me.
I was hooked in this cage for several hours. I waited for nobody. I never had the expectation that "nobody" will turn into "somebody". That somebody was YOU again. Never-ending YOU..
But to my surprise, YOU slapped me on the face. YOU meant help. YOU helped me to get up. Thanks to YOU, I woke up from that nightmare. That was exasperating, though.

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